☆ハナ☆

☆ハナです。☆

... I'm confused...
I know I shouldn't be this troubled about the announcement of AnCafe taking a break, they said it's only temporary...
But I have a bad feeling. Let's hope it's only a feeling.
I'm so... I want to cry, but I want to jump, and I want to sleep, and... I'm just completely messed up with my feelings and desires now.
I want them to do what they feel well doing, what they like, and what they want.
But if AnCafe ends... I'll be completely lost.
But even so, I will keep to heart what Teruki-san taught me.
Please, let your beautiful words be true, Teruki-san! You will always be my star, no matter what happens.

Aside from that... I'm on youtube now, watching some aline nine. PVs. I think I'll start listening to them.
Also, now Nagisa and Haruhi are going to translate Nao and Shou's blogs, from Mobage Town, at mbga.

On other note, I'm sick and full of things to do.
Please wish me luck.
I'll do my best and try not missing guitar and vocal classes.
I can't... not now, no matter what happens. I will do my best.
I will somehow prove that I can do it, and I will go on, I know.
I can't tell you what I'm aiming for yet, but it's something big.

And I want to say:
Thank you.
To all those who helped me,
to my friends,
to AnCafe and the GazettE, even if they don't know I exist,
to Teruki-san for his beautiful words and for helping me overcome the worst times in my life,
to all of you.

☆おやすみ。☆