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OMJ
Yesterday Judy took us to a big, fancy, awesome restaurant.
And it was like... R$150 by person. And she payed it all alone. o.o
We were in seven.

Oh, also...
xD She gave me R$100 yesterday,
And today I went out to Liberdade,
And used it all!!! In mangás, a fan, a kimono,
Two NeoTokyo editions, a specialized book in mangá,
A japanese lantern, new hashis with a case,
Luck charms, yakisoba and origami earings for LeH,
Nyappy gloves, a necklace...
Ne, I guess that's all... xD

I also got three new pairs of sandals from Judy...
Some candy from granny and a chocolate bar from Alister...
A necklace from Janine...
Mom got a digital camera form Judy,
But she says I can't use it... not much. ;/.\;
Anyway, now she'll come on for some time.
Bye~ o/

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Today I saw a rather depressing journal entry from Dei-chan...
;;/.\;; I feel sorry for her, so many bad things going on. x/.\x
I have had days like that, some time ago, and I know how bad it is.
Like the day when I lost grandpa.
It was all shitty that day... I fought with a friend,
Had problems at school, got sick, and then...
At night mom told me grandpa had passed away. ;/.\;
I hope things get better for her. *nods*

And today I also went out for a walk in São Paulo,
Bought some clothes and did some last-minute Christmas shopping...
Had an ice-cream
"I scream, you scream, we all scream for ice-cream!!"
:3

Oh, oh!! Today is Madara's birthday :3
*glomps Madara on the comp screen*
Happy one-hundred-and-something-birthday, Madara-sensei!!
Ita: Sensei is old...
Mada: STFU!!!!
XDDD That's what happens in rps...

Anyway, yeah. It was a fun day, aside from the bad news from Dei.
Ah, I should be having my bath now...
But mom and granny left for a walk, so I'ma wait a little.
We'll be leaving here at 8-somthing pm...

And now I'm listening to Shadow Games, again. XD

Oh, I also made a Twitter for Nippon-koku,
@Nippon_Koku.
And I posted an entry there, on the blog. :3

So now... Merry Christmas to you all!!! :3 See you~

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Yo~ :3 I have the new NeoTokyo, and I also got a special edition NeoTokyo!
It's so awesome! Both are incredible editions,
and the special one has so many posters!!
As soon as I get home, I'll hang them on my wall~ :3
One of them is of the Sand Team. :3

Oh, oh!! And tomorrow night, as it's Christmas Eve,
We'll be having dinner at a friend's house. :3
On Christmas Day, we'll have a family reunion for lunch.
It's going to be fun!
Both days, I mean.
Our friends are very fun, and on Christmas Day,
I'm meeting my aunt. She's awesome!! XD

Oh, and did I mention that I started reading a new mangá?
It's called Blade Of The Immortal in english :3
About Samurais and stuff~ very interesting.
Note: It's bloody!!!

And I want to read another one, too. Well... yet another one. :3
I have a big list, huh?
So~ I will try buying Ichi Ritoru no Namida soon!!
It's a very interesting story.
I have searched, and I also am seeing the dorama to it.
It's based on a true story, and the diary of Aya,
Who's the main girl of the story,
Was published as a book in 1986,
Two years before her death. It is very moving.

By the way, soon it will be Dei-chan's birthday.
On the 29th, that is.
Oh, and tomorrow is Uchiha Madara's birthday!!! :3
So happy birthday Madara-sensei! From Itachi XDDDD

Nyah, also~
Because of Ichi Ritoru no Namida,
I've learned something.
Maybe now I'll be serious on being strong.
I won't cry over nothings~!! :3

By the way, I'll be home on the 27th,
But I'll probably be tired,
So no guarantees of me being on then. :3
I'll certainly be online on the 28th!!

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

So, today I found out that my dad filmed LeH, Aoi and I at my birthday. XD While we played, that is. So~ here is the video:



The birthday party was on the 13th, but my birthday was on the 3rd. By the way, it's nearly new year... and Christmas. :3 So Japan's Emperor should appear at Tokyo Imperial Palace on the 23rd, for his birthday, and on the 2nd, for his New Years greeting. Those are the two times of the year that the inner grounds of the palace are open to the public, and really, the place gets crowded! XD

Oh, and I may ask my aunt, Judy, to take me with her to New York next year~ :3 Then I would visit Dei, and possibly Danna, too.

That's it for now~

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Ano... I was watching this vid the other day, and now I can't stop! It's the end of the last live of the 2006 Tour of the GazettE, Nameless Liberty Six Guns. *O* Budokan is so fabulous, and that and the boys... perfect!! I can't wait to see something of AnCafe @ Budokan... unfortunately I won't be able to go to the live...

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My house is VIBRATING!
O.O
It feels kinda like an earthquake or something,
Just that objects aren't falling... o.o

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Events of today:

Went to granny's house, bored as hell.
Sisters got me even more bored.
Went home.
Went to a party with LeH and Watusy *--*
Went to LeH's house to help her take the soundboxes home.
LeH, LeH's mom and I went to the beach together at 10pm.
We came back and dad was waiting for me ^^;
Went home singing AnCafe and Bowling For Soup songs XD
Came online, talked to Dei and Danna~
Dei went off for dinner~
Danna announces surprise from Dei~
Talk, talk, talk~ :3 Dei comes back, and we talk, too!
Bad winds, then a change in them XD
Anyway, that's it~

And I have to leave, unfortunately~ :3
02:00 am!!!

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

I'm so tired...
The party yesterday was very fun~
And what we did before and after it, all the crazy things... Wow
XD We were just plain crazy.

So now I'm dead tired because I didn't sleep right the night before the party,
And I wasted too much energy.
*Sigh* Now, to translate~

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You know what's funny about this new layout?
Well, ok, it's near Christmas and all...
But that time is when it snows in NORTH America xD
Here in Brazil we're in pure, plain, yellow summer.

Anyway, I like snow in summer and sun in winter~
So I'm leaving this layout XD

Onto my day~
My exams are finally over!
Yeah, today was geography... the last one.
Tomorrow I can sleep until late XD

And I went to vocal training and guitar today,
Which I had missed the past 2 weeks.
Why?
Because on one of them it was raining, I couldn't possibly go 10km by bike,
And the next one, it was my birthday, so I was busy.
So I missed, missed, then finally showed up there.

Also, today I wrote the special XMas edition of JME news,
J-Music Extreme's online magazine. :3
So I'm free of that, I just have to write the next normal edition after some time.

Anyway, I talked to Danna just a bit today...
But I managed to talk to Dei, and we also rp-ed~
Now she should be watching a movie with her mom or something...

On another note, I NEED the new editions of Neo Tokyo and Anime>Do (two Anime and Mangá magazines).
Bad thing about that?
Well... maybe because the only place that actually sells magazines...
DOES NOT KNOW THEY EXIST.
;;/.\;;

Anyway... *sigh* I don't know if Dei and/or Danna will come back today,
But I have to leave very soon, so I doubt I'll see them around before tomorrow.

Aside from that, I have lots of things to do.
AnCafe released a box, so I have to find that for JME.
Also, stuff for Nyappy Brasil.
And translate AnCafe blog entries. :3
And write more... and translate JclM.

So, with all this work for tomorrow, I say goodbye to you.

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

So, over the depressing stuff already.
Well, Danna would kill me anyway <3
She's so awesome *---*
:3 She really did manage to make me stop crying some times.
And believe me, that's quite hard to do~
*o* I may try going to the US next year :3
I'll try~

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

I just... I wish I could just die already...
Anything I do or say hurts or annoys people...
;;/.\;;

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My computer is back~
XD
And now I'm going to install msn on it again.
Just installed iTunes.
Fortunately, I did not loose fanfics or documents. :3
I'll get to work now XD

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Comp crashed. On LeH's computer now... Koinu is here, too; they were playing guitar now.
He's just watching me write or something. XDDDD
Uh... back tonight... or tomorrow. :3
Gotta translate Jugando con la Muerte art 2...
I'm glad tabe won't kill me... *hides*
XD
Well, babies, gotta go.

Oh! I may get something in Los Angeles~ XDDDD
LeH is going to Spain. XDDD LOL
We're gonna be... apart O/.\O ;;/.\;;

Koinu is talking about filming something funny XD
Like, he and a friend in another city, running around and screaming: in the middle of the street. XDDD

Gtg now. Hava good day XDDD lawl

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:3 In a much better mood, here I am.
So~ it's December! o/
My birthday is on the 3rd, then there's Christmas, and my mom's birthday, and new year in January!
Oh~ I have to do final exams, but whatever~ :3
I really can't fail the year, but... I can pass. :3

Anyway, new times, new layout! :3
Yeah~

And on to the news.
I've been messing around with my twitter, and it's fun~
Danna made a twitter, too.
Ah, I want a new userpic, so I'm checking Lily's stuff. :3
More updates later, kits~

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

No one seems to fucking understand.
I. Have. A. Problem. With. Layouts.
Emotional problem.
And guess what? That stupid Jashin-damned Drii changed the beautiful red layout to BLUE. A dead, ugly blue layout. I hate it... ;;/.\;;
I am seriously crying here.... I despise it. With all of me. It makes my head hurt, and it makes me want to throw up. I wish I could just rip it to pieces.

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Aah. I need to work on my drawing style.
I haven't had much time to practise.
I'm loosing my touch, I need to work harder.
I found a site, Mangá University, and there are some tutorials there...
That material might be useful, I'll practise!^^

And~ let me see... oh, yes, I have a new fanblog!
This time for Acid Black Cherry. :3
So... am I crazy? XD

And I have this obsession with Joan Jett and Phantom of the Opera.
Dei-chan made me start watching Blood+, which I love. XD
I have a Danna~! Yeah~ So let me introduce them:

Dei-chan is KunoichiWolf on dA, and she's just awesome!!
Wait... didn't I introduce her already? O.o Anyway~
She's awesome, and a good friend, and she loves ItaDei and other cool pairings...
And we rp together, a lot. :3
Well, I'm not good in introducing people. XD

And Danna! Madara~no~Danna, KazeRyuujin on dA.
She's awesome, too! XD I have to convince her to rp most of the times, and most of those I fail. Oh well. XD
She is like Madara, somewhat... and sometimes scary. XD But a good Danna~

Now... what can I say? Ah, yeah, I'm also watching Black Lagoon, another anime.
That's it for today. :3

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

Hello, hello, and welcome!
I'm in a good mood, huh? ^^

So... just now I get to read the new chapter of Naruto Shippuden,
and I doubt I'll have time to watch the new episode.
I've been terribly busy.
Last night I translated a good part of JclM's Second Art, but I still have more to do.
I have to study for my exams!!! I got a 3.6 of 10.0 on the portuguese exam, and tomorrow is the only chance to change that grade.
On the actual grades, I have a 5.0 and a 4.6, and now I can't get a low note. In the end of the year, I need to get a count of 28.0 minimun to pass the year. Or else I'll have to do ONE exam to get my only chance of passing. I don't want to fail the year!!

Oh well... for some reason, I'm still in a good mood.
Now I'm changing my room around, I want to make it into a studio... or kind of.
I want to buy a set of drums, but it'll be some time until I can ask dad or granny for something. They're giving me tickets to Miyavi's show and a guitar, so I have to wait until next year.

I'm so... I don't know. I've been with so much inspiration and energy, even when I'm sick and busy O.o
I've been writing a lot, and updating my dA. Even so, I'm not tired, and I don't have free time. I'm just writing here now because my hair is wet from my shower, but soon I have cookies to bake, a test to study for, homework, and some more things.

For some reason, for some reason... I have to stop saying that and discover the reason. I read Nagisan's updates at cafexblog, and I have to translate them for Nyappy Brasil. Teruki... for some reason, he and his blogs always make me feel better. He's so positive and caring, and is always finding a way to improve. I want to be able to be like that. I hope one day I can.

I have to go now~

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

;-; Remember when I spoke of the storm?
Un-nyappy.
The city is in pieces. And it was a medium-sized storm.
I'm glad it wasn't a big one.
Bad day, bad day, bad day.

I hadn't slept anything last night :X
The storm was noisy. And I was worried.
I went outside, and Itachi was soaked wet.
Poor thing... he looked at me with such puppy eyes ;-;
It was around 2:30 am by then.
I took down a house I had for my cats,
and put it on the floor with some new towels.
Then Itachi was warm.^^

Storm, our cat, slept in mom's car.
He was lucky she left the window open, or else he would be wet, too.

I hope Itachi is ok, and doesn't catch a cold. :X

I went to school, but they had closed because of the storm.
I came back with the bus, and mom had already left to work.
When we go out, we have to tie Itachi while the gate is open.
She forgot to untie him, and he was in the rain... ;-;
Lucky I got home just some minutes after she left.
Poor thing was already soked again.

;-;

Un-nyappy,
Bye.


☆おやすみ。☆

Nyappy! o(≧∀≦)o ☆ハナです。☆

I'm going to school now! Good morning to everyone, wish me luck!!!
Please~ XD I have geography test.

It rained all night, the school camp is wet! We can't train! o(;.;)o
I'll have to use high boots!!!

This is a short entry~ I will post when I come back.

BYE-NYAPPY!☆

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I was reading a really depressing MadaIta/PeinIta.
Result, I cried a lot.
That inspired me to write a sad ItaDei, with a happy ending.
I thought the "Theme 76: Broken Pieces" from the 100 Themes Art Challenge fit it well.
Then, I went to RP with ~KunoichiWolf, and we're doing that now.
I felt like I wanted to read a story that I had read a long, long time ago.
It's "Stay Away!", on ff.net... I don't know if it's on dA.

Just now, while browsing the newest devitations, I noticed that there are many anime artists there. Many of Naruto, too. Most of those were Akatsuki fanart. XD

And earlier today, I was checking Jackie Chan's website, to see if he updated the diary. Unfortunately, there was nothing new. Well, he is busy... ^^
His last entry was "Back to Work; Some Thoughts About Michael Jackson's Death". Seeing as there was nothing new to read, I just read some older entries I hadn't seen before. Like "Haircuts and Birthdays", which was really fun. It was so nice of Jackie to do that surprise for Jaden.

I'm sorry, but I have to go. I may update tomorrow.

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

Good Night!
I was looking at my frieds list on livejournal,
and I found this:

Miku looks so sad~ I wonder how many messages he got from Cafekkos, and maybe the words in the messages could make him and the others feel like they betrayed us. It hurts me... not the Cafekko's atitude, of course, but that the members are sad because of the break. I want them to be nyappy. If they were nyappy, I'm almost sure the fans would feel better. Un~

And I created another social network~ ^^ I'm looking for a team for it, so I can relax a bit. It's for girls all around the world, to do whatever they want there... rant, use it for random entries, make friends, chat, etc. Please check it out: http://smileichibaniionna.ning.com/.

Aside from that~ today I received an e-mail from my cousin, Arina, who's in the USA.
She said something about Michigan, I think that's where she is now. School starts on tuesday for her, she's so lucky! XD

And I've been RP-ing with KunoichiWolf, I already uploaded the prologue of our story.

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

Good night~
Eh, I've had a real tough day.
Tomorrow I have a geography text, I still didn't have time to study for it!
Uh, if I don't, I'll be in trouble.
Pass, pass, pass, I have to pass the year! I never failed before...
And I hope I won't fail this year, either.
No, that would get me in trouble... lots of trouble.
Don't even want to think about it now,
Sad things happened, but I have to be strong.
High School is next year o(≧∀≦)o
I will be strong, and I will make it!
Not even thinking about giving up now~
Eh...and I turn 14 this year o(・∀・)o
Maybe things will be better then~
You'll see, I'll be better by then! o(*∀*)o
Starting now, I'll work hard.
Teruki-san... that's what I'm aiming for!
After this, nothing will stop me.
Right here, I promise, I will reach you. I will, one day, dream higher.

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

... I'm confused...
I know I shouldn't be this troubled about the announcement of AnCafe taking a break, they said it's only temporary...
But I have a bad feeling. Let's hope it's only a feeling.
I'm so... I want to cry, but I want to jump, and I want to sleep, and... I'm just completely messed up with my feelings and desires now.
I want them to do what they feel well doing, what they like, and what they want.
But if AnCafe ends... I'll be completely lost.
But even so, I will keep to heart what Teruki-san taught me.
Please, let your beautiful words be true, Teruki-san! You will always be my star, no matter what happens.

Aside from that... I'm on youtube now, watching some aline nine. PVs. I think I'll start listening to them.
Also, now Nagisa and Haruhi are going to translate Nao and Shou's blogs, from Mobage Town, at mbga.

On other note, I'm sick and full of things to do.
Please wish me luck.
I'll do my best and try not missing guitar and vocal classes.
I can't... not now, no matter what happens. I will do my best.
I will somehow prove that I can do it, and I will go on, I know.
I can't tell you what I'm aiming for yet, but it's something big.

And I want to say:
Thank you.
To all those who helped me,
to my friends,
to AnCafe and the GazettE, even if they don't know I exist,
to Teruki-san for his beautiful words and for helping me overcome the worst times in my life,
to all of you.

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

Sorry for not posting in a long time. I was very busy.
I found Miku-san's blog today, thanks to peace_b84. My japanese isn't very good, so I didn't risk looking at the entries yet. One day I will. But I saw the photos, and I loved them. It's fun to see Miku-san taking a picture of himself in the mirror, because it makes me feel closer to him. I do that, too. It gives me more courage, knowing that someone like him is a normal person, too.

I know we fans want to know more about the band members, but it's so good that we don't know them as much as american idols or of other coutries... I mean, look at the scene. A person if famous, wonderful, full of fans, and then something happens, like seeing them doing this, or a video of that leaked out. Come on, they're human! So what if a famous person filmed themselves while having sex? Lots of 'normal', not famous people, do that and no one cares. But no, they have to leak the video or info all around and make that ruin the artist's reputation.

Also, have you ever pictured not being able to have any privacy? It must be terrible. Each step you give is out on TV or the internet, even if it's against your will. At least the japanese respect that, because they know ARTISTS ARE ALSO HUMANS!

Of course, some basic informations are fine, I'm not saying it's bad to put out anything... just that if the person doesn't want it to appear, then it's bad to show it. Not details, but important things. People just... ugh. I hope one day privacy can be a word that is not only in the dictionary, and is actually KNOWN and USED.

Ah, sorry~ I got a bit carried away with my rant here, I was actually meaning to talk about fun things. But of course, all I said above is true. I know there are people who respect privacy, but I'm just happy that japanese media is not like the american/brazilian/others.

So, yesterday (almost) my whole family was around. Just some of my cousins couldn't come, because they have school and stuff... and Arina because she's in the USA now.^^

But we had a big party, and it was aroun 2 a.m. when it ended. We had meat and chicken for dinner, and cake and chocolate puddin, then we started dancing and took some photos, played music, sang, did lots of things. When it was aroun 1:56 a.m. (I looked at the clock) we were playing UNO, and everyone was sleepy~ but I was jumping with energy, and they looked at me with "WTF? How can you be like that at this time?!?" faces. It was so funny~

Ah, but when I lay down onn my bed I realized my whole body was heavy and I felt tired, so I gethered the last energy I had to get up and have a relaxing bath, then I went back to my room and collapsed on the bed.

And then today I decided to write here, even knowing no one reads this. XDD
I hope one day someone will.~

Beside that, I talked to Ozy, and we were thinking of releasing a CD together next year. For now it's just a project, but I hope it goes well. Ah... I'm composing some stuff, and I was thinking some things... It's troublesome. I have exams at school, and I have translations to do once those are over, but it's fun...

As soon as Carol sends me the photos we took yesterday, I'll post them here.

And my grandmother said she'll pay for me to go to SP, and dad will pay the show, so there's now a 95% about me going to MYV's live~ XD I want to go!!!! Wish me luck!

On a last note, the band broke up and I'm solo. But Koinu-kun has a new band project, and while I'm here, he can always count on me to be by his side.

☆おやすみ。☆

Yeah, 8 days since I last posted here...

I've been to vocal training and guitar yesterday, and Silmere-sensei passed me 3 more musics for the guitar. Oh, and one thing for vocal training... it's italian. Some day I'll post it here~

Oh, and today I bought more nailpolish. I bought black, light pink, medium pink and purple. I painted them now, and I made an alternation of pink and black. If I had a camera I'd post a photo... guess that'll have to wait.

Ah... I'm tired~

Well... the band kind of broke up, and now I don't understand anything that's going on... Ah, anyway, I'm thinking too much. I was, and still am, talking to Ozy. We're planning on releasing an album together... next year. XD

Another entry where I write pointless things that you could care less about... *sigh*

Well, bye

ps: I'm listening to Chizuru again...

I'm thinking of opening a recipe blog.^^
If I do, I'll post the link here~

And I'm going to make a C-Box to put here...

Ah! I've been to vocal training and guitar lessons yesterday!

Bye~

So... yeah... I was watching PotC all over again, and then I went to YouTube and watched the remix to 'Why is the rum gone?' xD

Also, I've been so busy and with so many problems, so I'm just coming back into a writing/translating stage now. I still didn't finish the First Art of JclM, it's been stopped since my last post about it... I'll do it today or tomorrow...

And... neither Haruhi nor Nagisa have updated since July 31th...

Kyahh!!! I star my guitar/vocal lessons on... wait a second *Monday, Tuesday... Wednesday...* Ok, seeing as I can't remember the rest of the days, it's the day after Wednesday. And yes, I'm terrible with the days of the week in english... even spanish for that is easy. Well, back to the point... YAY!!!!!!! *is happy*

Ano... I'm also having some problems in the band... everything is leading to split-up... I hope the others stay together, but I'm not even sure of what's happening. Like, LeH needs to choose between the band and... I don't remember what, and for that she has to or change the band, or leave it. The others don't want to change, and if the band changes they leave, if it doesn't, she leaves... that's all I understood...

Apart from that, I'm sleepy (no news there...). Oh, did I mention that there's no school on monday? ^^

Also, I can feel my body getting weaker... you see, I'm used to consumig lots of sugar, and whenever I taste my blood (a cut on the lip, bite my tongue, stuff like that) I feel a sweet taste. I made blood tests, and the doctor said that it's all fine with me... I know I consume too much sugar, and any other person would probably have serious Diabetes if their blood was as sweet as mine, I think... So, even if the test went fine, I stopped the sugar a bit... and now I'm feeling kind of weak, I think I need more sugar...

Ah, what do I mean by 'lots of sugar'? This is what I'm used to eat (of sweets) each day:

Chocolate sauce
(1 cup sugar, 1/4 cup cocoa, 1/4 cup butter, 1/4 cup water or milk)

Wafer cookies, chocolate flavoured

Some candy... and sometimes bis and other stuff.

So yeah, I do eat LOTS of sugar... but even so, I'm thin and healthy... weird...

bye~

☆ハナです。☆

It hurts...
I feel bad...

Everytime I talk to her,
Everytime, 'she' looks angry.

'She' says it's all an act of mine,
But I can live without Mina.

I just can't,
Since the day it started.

I didn't make her,
I didn't fake her.

Even so, 'she' says
"Stop acting!" and "You shouldn't fake."

Can't she just understand?
It's isn't that.

And they say mothers always know their children.
Well, not in my case.

I can't stand it,
It hurts too much.

Not for the fact that 'she' doesn't know me, not at all.
I really couldn't care for that...
But if she says that Mina is a fake, that hurts.

It's the only one who will be with me forever,
The only one who won't leave me,
The only one with whom I can always count.

The only one, Mina.
Without you, there's no me.

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

I'm sick... that's a fact.
I still don't know what I have,
But I'm tired all the time,
I lost my apetite,
My head hurts a lot,
I have a fever.

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

Haruhi updated cafexblog today. Only one entry, but I think it helped me a bit, now I'm in a better mood.

I'm sleepy, too~

Tomorrow, my grandmother is coming for a visit, and she'll stay some days. I will probably be out most part of the day, meaning that if the girls update again, I'll only be able to translate the next day. When I come home, I promise I will finish that JclM, which I haven't done yet for unknown reasons. I'm just so sleepy lately...

I'm afraid I'm sick or something... I have always been a bouncing ball of energy, and now I'm sleepy all the time, I'm not hungry, and I'm having even more problems sleeping... Oh, well... I hope it's nothing serious.

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

So... I'm still busy~
But I'm taking a break now...
To translate a bit more and see if I can read more of Junjou Romantica~

I'm on Vol. 04 Ch. 003 - Junjo Minimun...
It's a fun mangá~
I recomend it~

Later, once I'm done with the First Art, and have some time, I'll search for some of the mangás AnCafe mentions in their blogs...
I started reading Kuroshitsuji because Miku said it was fun~
I decided to check it out, and loved it.^^
That's another one I recommend~

Well, I'll work hard now!

☆おやすみ。☆

ps.: Ok, that sounded like Teruki...~

☆ハナです。☆

Eh... I've been so busy today, and with that thunderstorm yesterday~
Oh, I was wanting to finish the JclM translation yesterday, and review it today, but...
I think I'll have to finish the translation today, and review it tomorrow, and then send it to Tabe-chan...
I've been busy with the house, and editing Nyappy Brasil, and writing~
I hope it's ok...

Estubo tan ocupada, y no pude traducir todo el Primer Arte de Jugando con la Muerte... voy a terminar-lo hoy, creo yo... si tengo tiempo, claro... mañana hare la review, y envio a Tabe-chan.

ps.: Perdona me por el malo español~

And... uh, that was just a translation to spanish, or an explanation... my spanish sucks...

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

I was searching about what is healthy for dogs, and found out a very interesting thing at a site called BARF World. They seem to be good at the articles, because I already had knowledge of some things, and know they are true.
My mom is a vet, so it's easy for me to know at least the basic.

I was searching this because I have a, very cute, puppy. He's a four months old English Cocker Spaniel, and his name is Itachi.

As soon as I have a good picture of him, I'll put it up here~

I will try that diet with Itachi, and I hope it makes him healthier, and his fur will shine!
I hope it works~

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

The title is the kanji for Miyavi.

So... the live here in Brazil is October 13th, at Citibank Hall.
For those who don't know him, I'll do a quick copy/paste from his MySpace profile:

"Miyavi is a Japanese artist who is recognized as one of the top guitarist in Japan. He was born in Japan and grew up as a japanese. (He found out that he is half Korean after a while.)

When he was 17 years old, he came to Tokyo empty handed,because of his respected friend's death. And he joined the former band named "Due'le quartz". After the band broke up in 2002, he started his career as a solo artist. He calls his fans 仔雅 "co-miyavi".

He had his last indies show at the Nippon Budokan. And surprisingly, He held his "fan club event " at the Tokyo Dome.
He made his major debut in 2005 and signed with Universal Music Records.

Right after the show that he collaborated with talented artists such as Beat boxer, Tap dancer, Wadaiko (Japanese traditional drum )etc, he disappeared away from his fans all of a sudden to improve himself for about half a year.

Then in 2007, he joined the band named "S.K.I.N" with Yoshiki from X Japan, Gackt and Sugizo from Luna sea and performed at the Long beach arena in L.A.

In 2008, he had his first world tour of 33 shows in 14 different countries in North & South America, Europe and Asia. (And he was the first ever japanese rock artist to have successful shows in South America.)"

Anyway, you may be asking yourself "Why all this?"
Well... I will probably be at the show in São Paulo, if I can get the money, the way to go there, and my brother to go with me.
I want to go, really do.
I couldn't go last year... (;-;)

And... I can't miss this one...
The normal tickets cost R$120.00, something around $60.00... and the VIP tickets cost R$250.00, which would be around $125.00...
So yeah, I need money.
And I'll be paying for two people... beacause my brother doesn't like/know Miyavi, and I doubt he'll have the money...
I, alone, have to gather around $120.00, minimun, to be able to pay it all.

But it's worth it~
I have to go now,

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

So... uh... it's thundering...
I have to turn of the computer~
I was in the middle of writing...
I'm almost done with the second part of BLOOD BONDS~!!!

After that, I'll finish the "First Art" of JclM~☆
I'm already in the end of that one, just have to translate a bit more and review it, then I can e-mail it to Tabe-chan.
I'm glad I can help her, she's an awesome artist~

Last night, I read Jackie Chan's diary, and it was fun!
His next movie is with Jaden Smith, Will Smith's son~ he posted some pictures of them together.
I want to see the movie as soon as it comes out!

I'm leaving now~ *thunder strikes*

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

I've been depressed, but I received this by e-mail, and I thought other people would like to see it~
It's so cute, and full of hope☆

"When the hurricane Hannah separated two white tiger cubs from their mom, Anjana helped them.
Anjana, a chimpanzee of TIGERS, in South Carolina, was the second mother and the one to raise the babies, helping even with the feeding.
Actually, Anjana always does this, trying to help raise baby leopards and lions, in many occasions."

These photos came, too:












☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆


*Image by jermilex on deviantART.

Have you ever felt lonely
Even when you're not alone?

Have you ever felt your chest hurt
And not know what it's hurting for?

Have you ever seen sad memories
And felt like crying even if things were solved?

Have you ever seen the rain
And thought about angels who cry for us?

I have, and I am...
I have my friends,
I have my family,
I have my life...
But I'm so different from them
And I feel so bad...
It's not that I want to be alike,
Or be just another 'normal person'...

I just want to have one person
Someone who can truly understand me...

Who can know when I'm hurting,
Or when I'm crying...

Once, at school, I felt an urge to cry, and a terrible sadness... I didn't even remember where I was at that moment, so I let tears fall.
I cried during three classes, and through the 'lunch break', which is actually for breakfast...
My best friend, who sat beside me, didn't notice until the moment I lifted my head because the teacher called me.

It's not that I really wanted her to see me sad, for I myself didn't know what I was crying for.
I wanted someone, anyone, to see throught me... to see that I'm not only the "girl who speaks english". The one who got a high or low grade. The one that stands up when someone fights her, instead of hiding... I want one person, even if only one, to see that I'm not super strong, that I'm not unbreakable, that I also can cry and be sad.

I just... I want someone to be here for me...
I want... understanding...

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

So... yeah... you must be asking yourself "Why are you posting again so soon?"
I honestly don't have the slightest idea~

Oh, yeah... it's about the layout... I put this butterfly one on, and in the beggining I didn't like it much... thought it was too purple~
But Fox-chan said she liked it, and I decided to leave it on...
After some minutes of staring at it, I started to like it, too.^^

I also noticed I haven't posted in my livejournal for a long time~
Maybe I'll post there these days...

Ah, and tomorrow is my cousin's birthday!! She's going to be 16, if I'm not wrong~
I hope I'm not...

And I was searching for some humorous quotes that I find could possibly fit me or make me laugh, and found these:

"Women are like cell phones. They like to be held and talked to, but push the wrong button, and you'll be disconnected."

"The reason grandchildren and grandparents get along so well is because they have a common enemy."

"I believe in rules. Sure I do. If there weren't any rules, how could you break them?"

"A celebrity is a person who works hard all his life to become well-known, then wears dark glasses to avoid being recognized."

~~~~

And... now it's already 2:17... and I'm still sleepy~

☆おやすみ。☆

☆ハナです。☆

Eh... ow... Wha... What time is it? Ahh... I'm sleepy~ and it's still 23:53...
Well... do what...

The title says 'summer', and we're in plain middle-winter... so Hana, what does that mean? Well- (yawn) -I needed a title...

My vision is blurred... I think from lack of sleep...
I've been composing for some time~ haven't slept enough...
But I didn't get any good songs out yet, and I'm too sleepy to think
I hit my foot, really hard, on the bed~ it's hurting.

So... I will start vocal training, and guitar classes, next month... maybe...
And I feel sad to say this, but once I think I'm good enough to start again from zero, I'll leave Zyon and follow my own way in music~. I'll miss them, but I need something I want, something where I can take my time, and choose my own things. I think I need freedom...

I'm with such little time these days~
I like to be busy, but it gets tiring at night...
Also, I haven't read Jackie Chan's diary in some weeks, so I'll go check it out now~
He always writes interesting things...

☆おやすみ。☆

ps.: I finally changed that layout~

☆ハナです。☆

It's me again. Well, it seems that right after I wrote about my luck being bad, it changed back to good! I had a good idea for TORASUTO and BLOOD BONDS, my mom bought me chocolate, and now I'm translating "Jugando con la Muerte", Tabe-chan's fanfic. ^^

And... I'm listening to BoA now, and when I finish JclM's first chapter, I'll watch Peace Maker, check cafexblog at Band Gyaru 911, and translate more. xD

AND... that's it for now. Well, I translate pretty fast, so I guess that if I don't have AnCafe blogs to translate today/tomorrow, I can go at least until the middle of the second part of JclM. I'm glad she asked for someone to translate it, because I was really needing to translate something now.^^

Bye again~

☆ハナです。☆

So... for lots of days I've been listening to the GazettE... right now I'm listening to Cassis for the 239th time in a week, I think. The other two musics of theirs that I've been listening to a lot are DISTRESS AND COMA and THE INVISIBLE WALL. Apart from those, I listen a lot to AnCafe's 365daysクエイサー.

Also, I'm with a terrible case of bad luck. It started when I watched "Apolo 13", where they have bad luck almost the whole mission. The today I was eating a piece of chocolate cake and a terrible thing happened. My hair, that was TIED, feel right into the frosting... I had to wash my hair. And when I was eating luch, a beautiful beef, my hair, that was once again TIED, fell right into he greesy part of the meet. I had to wash my hair, again.

As is that wasn't enough, I discovered that I let some black pain fall onto my BRAND NEW pants, wich are light blue, and I found out that there are no more sweets in the house, but my bike is broken so I can't buy more. Do I have to say that I have a writer's block, too? Yeah, that's bad luck.

Bye~

☆ハナです。☆

Yeah, I changed the layout... again... I'm so uncertain about what layout to use, and for some reason this one is depressing to me... I'll change it again later.

And just to leave people informed, now it's 3:52 in the Jashin-damned morning, so I'm sleepy and not thinking right. Or left for the matter.

☆おやすみ。☆

ps.: I think I shouldn't have written "Good night", but whatever.

☆ハナです。☆

So... one of my friends, known on dA as sasu425naru also has a band, called "Gentlemen's Tux". I still haven't seen their work, but she is a very good person, so please support her.^^

And~ I was almost dying, and still am, of curiosity for AnCafe's new blog entries. I'm starting to learn more about Kanji/Katakana/Hiragana with the help of Ozy, because in Romaji I can understand some stuff... so I have to wait until Nagisa or Haruhi translate them to english. It's already 00:49 a.m. of the 26th of July, and their last update of translations was on the 13th. I hope they update soon.^^

Well then,

☆おやすみ。☆

Yes, I know I'm early... not the 26th yet... but I'm back home, and with my beloved computer! Misa-chan is back, too.

Yes! Thanks to devilxjoker, I now have the 夏恋★夏GAME PV. It's so awesome...!

And on the 14th I'll be going on vacation... I'll be back on the 26th. I don't think I'll have internet those days, so I'll be away~

Bai-nyappy~

☆Hana desu!☆

I'm tired... I'm tense... I'm hungry...

Well, I was Nezu Jinpachi yesterday, because I had too much work, and now I'm beaten. I have to practise guitar, but I'm too tired... I have to find a way to relieve stress a bit...

Bai nyappy~

☆Hello!☆
I'm Hana! You maybe already know me from deviantART, LiveJournal, AnCafe International or My Fanfics Blog.

★I love...

Friends and family... well, friends are family, too.^^
Japanese culture! Their food, music, styles, places, anime/mangá, yaoi... and others.
Music... lots of music.

★My favourite bands/musicians...

1. Antic Cafe!! I love them!

2. Miyavi-kun!

3. the GazettE

4. LM.C

5. GACKT

6. alice nine.

And others... ０(≧∀≦)０

★My favourite anime/mangás...

1. Naruto. Just... love it...

2. InuYasha. Old but good, right?

3. Loveless is just too cute.^^

4. And... O///O... Junjou Romantica...

★My friends...

There are many!☆
RL:
LeH, Luís, Wellinton, Djhony, Lígia, Juliana, Luana, Pierre... and more.^^

Online:
Misa, Kayia, Rae, Sasu425naru, Lissa, Selenia, Tabe, Oséias, Tainá, Deidara, Danna, Choco and others... xD

★I like to...

Sing, play guitar... and sports, I like sports. And listening to music, writing, drawing, messing around on the internet, colecting photos... lots of things. ^^

★And... some stuff xD...

Well... I'm from Brazil! And I love Teruki, AnCafe's drummer. He's got the cutest smile ever! xD I love the other members, too! Kanon-san is just too cute... and he's always so sleepy.^^

I write Yaoi... mostly Naruto yaoi... but I also write Death Note, Kuroshitsuji... and whatever else is in a request.^^

I have a band, where I'n composer, second vocals, web editor, manager and general editor. I plan on leaving the band soon, and folow solo in music. Maybe form another band. The one I'm in now is for my beggining, and also because it's to help my friends and have fun... but it's not my music style.

★What's this blog's purpose?

Well, I needed a personal blog... to post my stuff without sticking to a specific theme. And also for when I start singing professionaly, I'll need a blog to post in.

☆Thats it... bye!(^ω^)ノシ ☆