☆ハナ☆

☆ハナです。☆

I'm starting to have more control over my emotions.
That's good, I guess :3
I'll try controling them more! o/
I did promise Danna that I would, after all.

Ah, and it's so hot... x.x
Mom keeps stealing my fan >.>
Heh, this is bad. With the fan it's already hot,
Without it, it's hell.

I was talking to Kurai13 just now,
And then she left to sleep or try sleeping.
Talking to Danna, and I hope things get better.

Well, to update this, Danna was trying to push me away...
She says I shouldn't consider her a friend.
Today, she didn't seem to touch the matter.
Also, she opened up about some things,
And we talked for some time the other day.

Ricardo is already in Balneário...
He said he'll visit soon, I'll be waiting. :3
Also, things seem to be getting better, slowly.
Just... Dei. Dei is with some problems in school,
And some problems out of school, and also,
Her health is not good. x.x
So I really, really hope things get well soon.
It's hard to see all of this happening.

LeH has, appearently, fallen for a guy named Douglas.
Aoi told me something about him... well, he...
He plays games, and cheats on girls,
And messes up their minds and shit.
When Aoi tried warning LeH, she says he was jealous.
Well, he IS, but what he said is true.
But she didn't believe him, and I...
I don't think she'll believe me.

Aoi is moving. MOVING.
I don't know what I'll do about this...
His mind is made up, I know there's
No way to stop him.
But if Danna locks herself up and Aoi moves...
Ricardo is already somewhat far,
He can only visit at times.
Dei would be... I don't know,
But if Danna locked herself away,
Dei would certainly be hit by it.

I feel like people around me are falling.
Slowly being torn apart.
And I can just watch, being tied to pillars,
Those are keeping me up.
But if they're going to be falling...
Why do these restraints stay,
Why can't I reach them?
It's a question I've asked myself over and over,
But I don't find the answer I want.

Well, things are happening.
Both good and bad.
School starts on the 17th.

I've got so many pages open now...
I want to close them and read Loveless.
-.-"
And my internet is slow,
Connection falling all the time.

☆おやすみ。☆