☆ハナ☆

☆ハナです。☆

Thanks to siseja for posting it on livejournal, I am currenly obsessed with Chocolat, by Kaya. Here's the pv:



I also changed my layout, changed a lot. Alice, and we're kind of together now... o///////o

I did the test at SemeUke.com again, and this time I got SEME! *throws a party* XD

Well, yes... ^^;;

And now to my Guns N' Roses obsession... I really stopped being as angry at Axl as I was before, but I'm still not happy about what he did, at all. They say Slash is going to play with the other three (Duff, Izzy and Steven) in Canada, or something. I hope so... Now let me post some videos here, just for the cuteness (huh? o.o).



The epic and immortal Sweet Child O' Mine, in special clip, of course right at the top. Well, it's expected, coming from me... ^^;;



And November Rain following right in second! height="364" width="445">

... I totally can't imagine Axl actually singing that, not matter how many times I watch it. To me, Axl Rose is the exact opposite of patience...



And Paradise City~

On another note, I fucking missed reharsal, and the band is angry... I know they should be. I'm angry at myself for that, I'm such an idiot. And I know they'll just throw me out sooneror later, it's not my fucking fault I missed. Anyway, I feel like digging a hole and dying. .-. If they say much, which I know they will, my stupid emotions will act and I'd probably start crying and then avoid them for a week.

I just want to curl up in bed and rot there, see how long it takes to die. Or something. Just slow torture. I know I'll end up torturing myself again and again about this, I won't just forgive it. I wish I could just let go.

I'm sorry for this depressing text at the end, I really needed to let this out. I hate being useless, and I practically abandoned them by not going today. I'm sorry guys, even if I know you aren't reading this.

☆おやすみ。☆