☆ハナ☆

☆ハナです。☆

Freaking Pink Floyd is going to kill me... *sigh* So I'm switching from HIM's Killing Loneliness to Pink Floyd's Wish You Were Here... and if I get depressing I'ma change it to Slipknot's Psychosocial and change moods again...

It's around 3am, my koi's comp is fucking up... I don't want to stay without talking to her... I miss her already, I'm almost fucking crying already... *curls up*

I can still breathe, though, for now... but I tend to get more nervous with time... at least her brother's going to be away next week, then we can talk... but after that, I don't know... .-.

Something tells me I'll be writing a lot of stuff... and not moving away from Tsuki unless I have to go to school... or take her with me depending on the day... when I feel lonely I sleep with Tsuki by my side, being sure not to harm her, but yeah... it helps for comfort...

I'm already dying to see Lally again... but if I can't talk to koi either... *whines* Well maybe I'll see Lally next month... maybe... but I have no idea about koi, that scares me... .-.

I'm seriously considering calling Lally... I just... I can't talk to Aoi anymore, and I'm not bothering him at 3 in the morning... then again, Lally musn't even be home by now, most probably out somewhere with his sisters or if he has a girlfriend... or with the twins...

☆おやすみ。☆