☆ハナ☆

☆ハナです。☆

Hello~! Well, I have lots of things to talk about today - maybe this time I'll actually get it all through.

I hadn't eaten in over 24 hours, I realized that when my stomach started to burn earlier today. I didn't even notice it. So I went out a few hours today and bought myself some food, I realy didn't like the taste and didn't feel hungry, but I don't want to go anorexic or something. I'm not sick, so it can be my sleeping hours, or I don't know. At least now I know I can at least force some food down if needed, sometimes when I was like this I'd throw up almost anything.

Yesterday I was told we may travel today, so I'll leave things packed already and maybe we'll be leaving for São Paulo at night, to get there tomorrow morning. Morning meaning early morning, because we'll probably get there by sunrise or earlier. If we do go, I'm prepared to face the cold. I mean, here it can be terribly cold in winter, but... let's say, if I'm not prepared I'll come back in an ice cube, which is somewhat weird considering it should be hotter there... we're more to the South!

But I'm also wondering why Duff didn't post yesterday on Seattle Weekly, since on Monday he always posts what music he listens to and about it... Maybe something happened, I hope nothing bad. I love following his blog there, he always writes stuff to move us - be it sad, funny, happy, frightening or adorably cute! - and it's always like a journey, he writes so well...

I can't even wait for his book to come out, I'm really expecting to buy it. I want so many books, I should get some time and finish SLASH, then try to get The Heroin Diaries or Tommyland... or The Dirt. And I also can hardly wait to buy My Appetite For Destruction: Sex, Dugs and Guns N' Roses. Actually, if I were to get all at once, I wouldn't know where to start. There are SO many books, I want to know so much and read into those... but I guess one at a time, right? I really hope to get them all, though, someday.

Nikki's going to release another book soon, which will of course leave me in doubt if I should get The Heroin Diaries or the other first, because it's somewhat obvious I won't get THD before said other book comes out.

Aside from books, I want to talk about something else. I met this guy - Eduardo - some time ago, really not in the best of my moods since it was clear I'd been crying and just broken down, but we share lots of common interests in music. He had me listen to Blind Guardian for the first time, and I can only say one thing. "I. Love. It." They have awesome songs, and they're based off books - including my beloved J.R.R. Tolkien books. I was listening to the album Nightfall In Middle-Earth today - still am, now listening to "Into The Storm" - and I just adore that one. It's based off The Silmarillion by Tolkien, and the music is just... you know, it gets to you, it makes you stick to it.

I swear, I'm adding those to the list of music to buy, because I really don't like listening to music and knowing I didn't pay for that... I guess it comes with my ties even as a starting musician, you know. My dad said it's stupid that I always want to buy the CD/DVD, but I think that if everyone listened only on youtube and downloaded stuff for free, the artists would never get any money and they live off that... it's like having the money to buy food but just stealing it and taking other people to ruin.

I guess, that's how I think of it. I want to get the CDs later, but I have so many to get... I'll see if I get more money now that I go up to SP, I hope my brother forgot about those R$34 that I supposedly owe him since last year... It's not my fault mom didn't give me money enough and he had to buy a shirt!

Anyway, I have some photos on my camera... and mom's with said camera for some time, so I probably won't post any photos until I get it back. For now, I'll feature a credited devitation... with Nikki and Slash, and our dearest tophat~!


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