☆ハナ☆

☆ハナです。☆

I'm listening to KISS now, thanks to a film I saw... eh, I actually just saw a part of it, I wanted to see more. It had this woman who was a guy's mother and she was religious, and started a thing against KISS music and then he just went and spoke up, got his drum sticks back and went to the concert and stuff...

Yeah, I wanna find the whole film XD I remember to hear A Whole Lotta Rosie in it, too...

Hm, I have rehearsal tomorrow... um, today... 2pm. I mean, in eleven hours and thirty minutes.

I may try to sleep before going, but meh, I slept hours and hours and hours yesterday, until 6:30-7pm...

I don't know, I'm feeling tense about getting my grades from the start of the year, on monday. x.x I have to get high grades now, damn it, with the band and all stuff... I mean, sure, I can do it, but it's not easy ;;-;; I can do it in ANYTHING but Math and Chem. Ha, doesn't help that my Chem teacher wants to bloody murder me...

I'm considering, again, leaving the band. Why? Lotsa reasons, but then again... I can't leave Aoi alone, he's full of problems and I seem to be the only one he bitches to, maybe because he knows I listen. You see, most people around here don't care about the other's problems, or would make fun of them. I can't read Manu, there are times when she's sweet and caring, others cold as ice, others a total bitch... Marcos would surely make fun, Ale wouldn't care, Koinu wouldn't listen. That leaves me.

Also, I don't mind listening and I really wanna help... and now the band is growing, we're more like a family, Aoi's calling me his little sister again and that just makes me know he's feeling better. Over LeH, even someone like Manu seems to be making him happy... she's a good person, and well, she really likes him so I just hope things turn out okay for them.

And Hayley arrived 8D Er, Hayley is Aoi's drumset xD Named after Paramore's Hayley.

And I'm absolutely loving DuffxIzzy, wondering about what the hell the Rolling Stones are secretly planning, depressive over Aerosmith, exited about Slash and Ozzy... XDD Partying about Hayley, yeah, I'm a mess now XD



☆おやすみ。☆